Bodies

It's not them. It's me.Johnny was my first. I was seventeen and I was only brave enough to talk to him after I'd had three vodkas. He was only brave enough to kiss me when no-one else was around. Dave was different. We didn't go out or see friends. We were each other's world. Dave was all I needed. We were toxic before it became fashionable. Kyle was my best friend. And that was the problem. Or at least that's what he said was the problem. Because friends can hook up but they can't date.The first time I met Adam was at the hotel. He was wearing an Adidas tracksuit. Casual but cute. My friend told me that what I needed was some harmless Tinder fun. He was anything but harmless.And then I met You. Maybe this time things would be different.